Iwo! Sorry, did not realise till just now it was you asking about how it feels, not the B'day Frog. Never tell the intended victim how terrifying stepping through that door the first time is. OR, regale them with tales of horror and mutilation. Its a psychological thing, well outside my tactical sphere of influence. I was raised in the hard school, you can not do a thing because of fear. Fear is just the gravy over top.
Iwo! Sorry, did not realise till just now it was you asking about how it feels, not the B'day Frog. Never tell the intended victim how terrifying stepping through that door the first time is. OR, regale them with tales of horror and mutilation. Its a psychological thing, well outside my tactical sphere of influence. I was raised in the hard school, you can not do a thing because of fear. Fear is just the gravy over top.